SUMIRE
Normally, she would have lost control by now. However, right now. To be touched by Yuhi would feel wrong.
Yuhi sighed. "You've always been good at studying." He drew circles on her thighs. "Can I do this?"
Sumire nodded and relaxed in his arms. "You look tired."
pandasnovel.com This much contact with him should be okay.
"I'm fine."
She shakes her head. He wasn't fine. 'I know what he has been doing abroad.' The last time she confronted him about it, he didn't deny anything. But they haven't discussed anything in detail just yet.
"If you destroy your handsome face anymore, I will be quite upset."
Yuhi laughed. "You're so needy wife. I know you missed me, but if you keep this up. I'll attack you."
"Then I'd go."
"You wouldn't." Yuhi nodded confidentially. "You love me too much, you'd stay."
He is right. Even now she is thinking how they can stay in this space longer. How she can bask in his warmth just a bit longer. How can she stay in his arms longer than she should? She has no right to feel the happiness this person gives her. But, even if she doesn't have the right, she has a selfish witch who only cares about her own needs.
"What are you thinking?" Sumire wondered, seeing the serious look in his eyes.
"When my face is between your legs, what kind of face do you make?"
Sumire rolled her eyes. "Do you really need those details?"
An idea came to mind as she leaned forward and whispered in her ear.
Yuhi flicked her forehead. "Brat."
"This brat has a very important concert, so don't distract me."
Yuhi chuckled and kissed her ear. "Am I a distraction?"
"A handsome one." Sumire mumbled. She enjoyed the feeling of his lips on her ear, and well just generally.
"Good." Yuhi kept kissing behind her ear, and down her neckline.
"Yuhi." Sumire moaned softly. "Q-quit it."
He drew back with a huge smirk on his face as he brushed his fingers across her lips. "What happened to my needy wife? Isn't this the part in the script where you attack me?"
Indeed, normally she would have by now. But, 'I feel guilty about what has been happening with San and even Toh.' Yuhi knows about the drinking blood arrangement, and her living with Toh is for her safety. While Toh hasn't overstepped too many boundaries other than a few stolen kisses. Sano has been going way too far.
She feels dirty.
She doesn't want Yuhi to touch her when she is like this.
Sano drinking her blood was fine. But, when he started to overstep those boundaries by making excuses to 'bite different places.' She started to feel disgusted and violated. The last time they saw each other, it felt like she no longer had any control of her body and that she would burst into flames.
Being bitten, she discovered heightens a person's senses. It makes them feel things that they normally wouldn't on another level. It differs per person, but in her case? It gives her the pleasure her body has been severely lacking due to Yuhi not being around.
When she discovered this, she wanted to stop Sano from drinking blood from her directly for awhile at least until she found a solution. However, by this point he was overstepping things already.
It felt wrong to feel pleasure from his bite. It was definitely wrong. When she opened up and told Toh about this, Toh explained to her that it was normal and that she had nothing to be ashamed about. But, it still felt so wrong to her.
Yuhi sighed and flopped onto the grass beside her. For the next few minutes, neither of them said a word. Just as she was about to open her mouth to speak. Yuhi pulled her into his arms.
"Yuh-" Sumire looses the ability to speak again seeing the tender look on his face. This isn't fair! Whenever he is like this, she can't say anything and he knows that. Yuhi knows that she is weak to his smiles.
Thump
thump
thump
"I wonder what's louder, your heartbeat or mine?" Yuhi suddenly mumbled.
Her cheeks reddened even more and Yuhi chuckles softly, as he parts a strand of her hair and tucked it behind her ear.
"I want to stay like this with you for a few minutes."
Sumire sighed deeply hearing those words. "If you just wanted to cuddle, did you really have to act so unreasonably?
Yuhi laughed. "But it's rare for you to have your guard down wife."
Wife huh? When Yuhi returns they will resume the wedding. Since he keeps calling her his wife, it seems like he still intends to go through with it. In their short time apart from one another, a lot has changed. However, there is no doubt she is still in love with Yuhi and only Yuhi.
To get married, is a huge step. When he first proposed, she was very happy. But in their time apart she had more time to think. What is she makes a bad wife? They may have been living together ever since she came to Tokyo. But, being married is different. There is commitment, and trust. What if she gets an unreasonable job from Aki? What if she does something that makes him misunderstand or hate her?
What if she makes a bad mother to their children? She has spent so many sleepless nights thinking of what if scenarios.
"Your thoughts are spiralling out of control again." Yuhi pointed out and she sighed.
How does he do it? Even without words, this person seems to know what she is thinking? Her thoughts break off when she felt a breeze blow across her now exposed stomach, and peering down she found Yuhi's hands on her breasts.
"So, did that so-called self control of yours."
Yuhi chuckled amused. "Why?"
"Your hands are touching dangerous places mister."
"These places are my favourite."
"Yuhi." Sumire ran her fingers through his hair. "I wanted to--"
"Tell me something?"
"Mmm. San said--
Yuhi frowned. "Next topic. Maybe a topic that doesn't involve another man."
"That's impossible."
"Correction, talk about guys who like you are forbidden when I am touching you."
"You said you wouldn't though?" Sumire pointed out.
"Just a little." Yuhi trailed off. "I'll admit, not touching you everyday is slowly driving me insane."
Oh. R-right, she supposes it's the same for her. Sumire continued to play with his hair as he 'touched me a little.' She was enjoying his touches, enjoying the feeling of his lips on her skin. Just small moments like this with Yuhi is enough. He doesn't have to do more, and they both know it. Both know that even simple gestures like this can bring them joy and make them feel content.
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